Well, I have a lot of best friends. So what exactly would you call a person who is a step above the "best friend?" The person who has been by your side since as long as you can remember and has been like your sister through everything despite living in two different houses. Well whatever you call it, thats what Ive got.
With everything that weve been though and everything that we have done together, I can completely say that NO ONE knows me better. Through the past 9 years, she has been my whole entire heart and I couldnt tell you the last time that we went more than a week without speaking to each other. No one will ever be able to replace her and no one will ever even come close to meaning as much to me what she does.
This kind of friend is someone that has faults but those are some of the things that you love the most. This kind of friend is someone who can piss you off SO much but then all you can say to them is "Whatever, I love you." This kind of friend is someone who can be miles away and make you feel like theyre right next to you.
Miles away... about 97 to be exact.
Thats how far Ill be from mine this fall and for the next four years. College brings you so many new adventures and Im pretty sure that the biggest one that I will face will be having to be so far away from her. Im so scared that no matter how positive we are about the situation, we never know what can happen. I know that things will change when shes gone but my only hope is that when she comes home, everything will be the same. I cant imagine losing someone that I love this much.
Were definitely fighters, thats for sure. Weve pushed through everything that has ever come between us. So I know that means that we can get through this. Deep down inside, I know nothing will be different. I know that we will always have that special bond that we have always had. From 8 to 80.
Im so glad that this last year has really proved that to me. Sure I always knew that she was my best friend but now I seriously don't know what I will do without her. Im so glad that my we spend our senior year becoming even closer These next three months are going to be full of so many laughs and good times and I can not wait. Just more memories to put in our book. :)
The countless gallons of gas that we will use visiting each other. The countless amounts of text messages every day. The countless number of phone minutes that well use. Wow. Im scared but I cant wait to see what the future has in store for us.
I love you Emily Porterfield
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